Sunday, July 29, 2007

Dono Jahan Teri Muhabbat Main Haar Kay
Wo Jaraha Hay Koi Shab-e-Gham Guzar Kay
Duniya Nay Teri Yaad Say Begana Kar Diya
Tujh Say Bhi Dilfaraib Hain Gham Rozgaar Kay


Faiz A Faiz.







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I laughed at people still in love



I thought I must give up on life
And turn into a stone;
The desert wind quite suited me:
No heart, no mind–just bone.
I thought it would be dumb to try
To want something again;
Wanting turns to need, and then
Transmogrifies to pain.

I laughed at people still in love
Who trusted someone’s word;
To make my happiness depend
On faith seemed quite absurd.

I lay alone and wonder-struck,
Sleepless in my bed,
Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold,
Not knowing I was dead.

And then you came and shone upon
My meadow full of snow,
And saw the flowers only love
Could recognize and grow;

And made me feel so beautiful
I shed my cold, cold skin,
And opened up my heart to you,
And, fearful, let you in.

And now, my dear, I am in love,
With all that I’ve been through.
I know the worst of all the world,
And I believe in you

-Rumi-

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Sunday, February 18, 2007





Yes, there are sighs, and
Yes, there are smiles, and
Yes, there are things,
Said and unsaid with a single glance,
And there are the smells,
On skin and pillowcases,
And hairs in sinks and drains
Then there is the glow and the afterglow,
The afterlife of deaths, small,
Little and sometimes very big


Those melodies suddenly make sense now
Rustling leaves in the howling midnight wind,
Sunshine, and the sound it makes when it touches your skin,
The touch of searching hands,
Seeking to understand whatever mystery hides


There are reasons for this, beyond reason
And I was always lazy, so I give in
Because this is a warm safe place
Yes, yes, raindrops keep falling on my head
But that's because I left the window open
And I like the raindrops, they're soothing

To tell the truth,
I was never that significant to start with
But there will be the silly things
And the little tiffs thereof;
The mood swings and the days of very biting reality
But like all things, they'll come and go,
and flow away in a solitary love-bite
And all will be forgiven,
And all will be forgotten,
All in the soothing- your soothing
I think too much, I know, but...

My arm is dead, but
Still I'll keep it there where it is,
Just behind your head
Because like this, just like this,
These are the moments I'll treasure..

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Before the witching hour, when midnight comes
Before time starts again and the moment dies
Before the bells toll their death knells for lost souls
Before the cold comes and wraps us both
Before I remember the things I'm forgetting now
Before I relearn my lines and speak my lies
Before the song ends and the words lose their meaning
Before you leave in stagecoach and caravan
Before and ever after
I love you



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Beauty was what my eyes saw
In a place often overlooked
Mistook, because most eyes do not search
Beyond surface, veneer and facade
Beauty was what my eyes saw
In the places where I searched for me,
As cherished as a reflection,
In the hope, vain as it was,
That I too held beauty
Beauty, my heart felt,
In a slow creeping of blood,
The trilling sound it made,
In closeness and smell and touch and taste


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sleepless nights
spent laughing and fighting
with imaginary friends
and enemies

an acid post
i bite my tongue
but in reality
i bite my fingers

how easy it is
to curse and joke
unvoiced insults fly
from my fingertips
to your eyes

so far away
i feel your loneliness
your anger and rage
but more than all this

as i read your thoughts
i feel my own acute pain
when coffee exits
my nose

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Who are you?
Look at yourself in my eyes broken by the pain -
and see your thousands reflections.
This is you - cruel and sharp as a knife,
kind and tender, scared and lonely.
Look into my eyes - this is the color of love,
You will find yourself in each of my tears.
Taste my tears - this is the taste of love,
bitter and sweet, never ceasing.

Though they say to be happy I must unroll the time
to the point when your image was one -
I want to remember you always like this,
as seen through my eyes broken by pain.
I won't gather the pieces to make an ideal of you -
You will never fit one single image.
I want to surround myself with your thousand reflections,
when you are not with me anymore.

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Truths Perversions



Dancing in the moonlight gaze

My minds eye all a haze

I hear not the thump at my feet
I smell not the blood that seep

The sticky floor slows me not
I must dance and have no time for thought

All the shutters have been sown shut
No light flutters in my minds hut


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Saturday, February 17, 2007

This is my "I love you"
My confession of the heart
My confession of spirit soul and body
These are the words a man does not speak
Most especially if they are true
He belies them
In fear and trepidation
What does this mean?
This is my soul
Laid bare before you,
In little pieces
Its tatters and remains
This is me
All that I am,
I give
I don't have much else to offer
But I hope and pray that it is enough
That somehow your eyes give it value
That somehow your eyes see its worth
This is my truth
Or at least it would be,
If I knew what truth is
But I wish to learn
This is my "I love you"
Spoken in an empty room
To the ghosts of you
If you only knew

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Works done, deadlines are over, now i am bored!








Works done, deadlines are over, now i am bored!

So tried out my hands on translating few songs.Here is the translation of my favorite japanese songs. The translation isnt good but it isnt bad:P The songs are playing in the stickam player.
1.Powdered Snow - I also have done the urdu version of it, its nice!
2.Only human - Love the softness!


Remioromen - Konayuki


Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
Hitonami ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru no ni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru no ni

Boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
Sore demo ichiokunin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
Konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterun da

Sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
Sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai

Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
Sono koe no suru hou e sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou

Wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadete ita no wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta no ni

Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo

Konayuki nee toki ni tayorinaku kokoro wa yureru
Sore demo boku wa kimi no koto mamoritsuzuketai

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara


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Powdered Snow - Remioromen

We always miss each other in the season of fluttering powdered snow
Though we're lost in the crowd, we're looking up at the same sky
And blown by the wind, we both feel the same chill

I'm sure I don't know everything about you
But still I found you out of a hundred million people
I have no proof, but I truly believe that

We can't spend time together without quarrelling over little things
If we can't be honest with each other, happiness and sadness are empty

If the powdered snow had made our hearts white
Would we have been able to share our loneliness?

I want to press my ear against your heart
And descend quietly into the depths where that voice leads me
Let's meet there once again

I'm the one who said I wanted us to understand each other, but just brushed the surface
When just by holding your cold hand we're connected

With eternity before it, the powdered snow seems too fragile
It stains the surface of the rough asphalt

Powdered snow, sometimes I'm unreliable and my heart is swayed
But even so I want to keep protecting you

If the powdered snow has made our hearts white
It will enfold our loneliness and return it to the sky

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Only Human - K

Kanashimi no mukougishi ni hohoemi ga aru to iu yo

Kanashimi no mukougishi ni hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadoritsuku sono saki ni wa nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yuke ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazu sa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tameiki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae e susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni shiawase ga matsu to iu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsumeato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara tsukiakari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobitatou
Motto mae e susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae e susume

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translation

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness
What awaits us when we arrive there?

When I started on this journey on that far away summer day
It was supposed to be to chase my dreams, not to run away

If I could only see tomorrow, there'd be no more sighs
Like a boat struggling against the flow
Right now I've got to keep going

They say happiness awaits at the end of pain
I'm still searching for an out-of-season sunflower

With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn
With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling

If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight
And fly with featherless wings
I've got to keep going further

If the rain clouds have parted, the wet road will be shining
Only the darkness can teach us
About the strong, strong light
I've got to keep going stronger



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Friday, February 09, 2007





Yeh Joh Halka Halka Saroor Hai
Yeh Teri Nazar Ka Qasoor Hai

This mild intoxication

It is the fault of your gaze

Key Sharab Peena Sikha Diya
Tairay Pyar Nai, Teri Chaah Nai

That you have taught me how to drink

With my desire,my longing for you

Teri Behki Behki Nigaah Nai
Mujhay Ik Sharabi Bana Diya…

Your flirtatious looks
Have made me a lover of wine


Sharab Kaisi, Khumaar Kaisa
Yeh Sub Tumhari Nawazishein Hein

What a drink, what a high
These are all your gifts

Pilai Hai Kiss Nazar Say Tu Nai
Key Mujhko Apni Khabar Nahi Hai

How you have made me elated with your looks

That I am not even aware of myself

Mere Dil Ki Dunya Bana Kar Mita Di, Acha!
After inhabiting my heart’s world,
you destroyed it


Mere Baad Kisko Satao Gay,
Mujhe Kis Tarah Se Mitao Gay
Kahan Ja Ke Teer Chalao Gay

Who will you torment after me?

How will you obliterate me?
Where will you direct your arrows?


Meri Dosti Ki Balaein Lo
Mujhe Haath Utha Kar Duaein Do,
Tumhein Ek Qatil Bana Diya

Thank my friendship

Raise your hands and bless me

That I have made you a murderer


Mujhe Daikho Khuwahish-E-Jan-E-Jaan
Main Wohi Hoon Anwar-E-Nim Jaan

Look at me, desire of my life’s life
That I am that same man

Tumhain Itna Hosh Tha Jub Kahan
Na Chalao Is Tarah Tum Zaban

When did you ever have such self-awareness

Don’t argue with me like this

Karo Mera Shukriya Meherban
Tumhein Baat Karna Sikha Diya

In fact, be grateful

That I was the one who taught how you to speak

Yeh Jo Halka Halka Saroor Hai,
Yeh Teri Nazar Ka Kasoor Hai
Kay Sharab Peena Sikha Diya

This mild intoxication
It is the fault of your gaze
That you have taught me how to drink

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Monday, February 05, 2007

For a change!

Something from Japan, for a change!







Mushaira-

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

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Confusion, confusion, confusion!



Diamonds,pearls,jewels with alluring fragnance?









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Monday, January 22, 2007

Dil Mein Ek Lahar ...





Its dark, and you cant clearly see
i know you want to reach out to me
my love i'm sorry, but cant let u see
this other, darker, side of me
its secret, its delicate,
there's only a fleeting glance u get
as the walls slam down
i love you, but not that much
not enough to share my me
maybe one day you'll see
its the only way i could be..



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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Ae Jazba-e-Dil

Aey jazba-e-dil gar main chaahoon,
her cheez muqaabil aa jaey
Aey jazba-e-dil gar main chaahoon,
her cheez muqaabil aa jaey
Manzil kay liay do gaam chaloon
Aur saamnain manzil aa jaey
Aey jaza-e-dil gar main chaahoon


Aey dil ki khalish chal yoon hee sahee,
chalta tu hoon un ki mehfil main
Aey dil ki khalish chal yoon hee sahee,
chalta tu hoon un ki mehfil main
Us waqt mujhay chonka dena
jab rang pay mehfil aa jaey
Us waqt mujhay chonka dena
jab rang pay mehfil aa jaey


Aey rahbar-e-kaamil chalnain ko
tayyar tu hoon per yaad rahey
Aey rahbar-e-kaamil chalnain ko
tayyar tu hoon per yaad rahey
Us waqt mujhay bhatka dena
jab saamnain manzil aa jaey
Us waqt mujhay bhatka dena
jab saamnain manzil aa jaey


Aey jazba-e-dil gar main chaahoon


Haan yaad mujhay tum ker lena
Awaz mujhay tum dey lena
Haan yaad mujhay tum ker lena
Awaz mujhay tum dey lena
Is raah-e-muhabbat mian koi
Derpesh jo mushkil aa jaaey
Is raah-e-muhabbat main koi
Derpesh jo mushkil aa jaaey


Aey jazba-e-dil gar main chaahoon


Ab kyun dhoondoon woh chashm-e-karam
Honain dey sitam baalaey sitam
Ab kyun dhoondon who chashm-e-karam
Honain dey sitam baalaaey sitam
Main chaahta hoon aye jazba-e-gham
Mushkil pe say mushkil aa jaaey
Main chaahta hoon aey jazba-e-gham
Mushkil pe say mushkil aa jaaey


Aey jazba-e-dil gar main chaahoon

her cheez muqaabil aa jaey
Manzil kay liay do gaam chaloon
Aur saamnain manzil aa jaey

Aey jaza-e-dil gar main chaahoon



Ae Jazba-e-Dil.mp3


If i can somehow describe it someday,
only to myself,
I will consider it an achievement of extraordinary proportion...

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Ye Na Thee Hamaree Qismat



Mirza Ghalib
Mirza Ghalib

ye na thee hamaree qismat ke wisaal-e-yaar hota

it was not in my fate to meet my lover
agar aur jeete rehte yahee intezaar hota
had I lived longer, this would still be my only desire

tere waade par jiye ham to ye jaan jhoot jaanaa
to live on your promise is to make my life a lie
ke khushee se mar na jaate agar 'eitabaar hota
would I not have died of happiness if i trusted it

teree naazukee se jaana ke bandha tha 'ehed_booda
from your frailty I learnt that the promise was delicate
kabhee too na tor sakta agar oostuwaar hota
it would not stand broken had you been determined

koee mere dil se pooche tere teer-e-neemkash ko
someone ask me about your half-drawn arrow
ye khalish kahaan se hotee jo jigar ke paar hota
would i even feel this pain if it had pierced my heart

ye kahaan ki dostee hai ke bane hain dost naaseh
what kind of friendship is this, that friends are now advisers
koee chaarasaaz hota, koee ghamgusaar hota
someone should ease my pain, someone sympathize with me

rag-e-sang se tapakta wo lahoo ki phir na thamta
from every nerve drips blood without restraint
jise gham samajh rahe ho, ye agar sharaar hota
as if that which you think is anguish is but a spark

gham agarche jaan_gulis hai, per kahaan bachain ke dil hai
threatening as love is, there is no deliverance from the heart
gham-e-ishq gar na hota, gham-e-rozgaar hota
if not the torment of love, it would be the torment of life

kahoon kis se main ke kya hai, shab-e-gham buree bala hai
whom shall I narrate the pangs of these evenings of sorrow
mujhe kya bura tha marna agar ek baar hota
i would have not resented this death, had it come only once

hue mar ke ham jo ruswa, hue kyon na gharq-e-dariya
that I died and was disgraced, why was I not just drowned
na kabhee janaaza uthata, na kaheen mazaar hota
never was there a funeral, no where was a tomb erected

usay kaun dekh sakta ke yagaana hai wo yaktaa
who can see him since his Oneness is without peer
jo dooee ki boo bhee hotee to kaheen do chaar hota
even the scent of his duality would be an introduction

ye masaail-e-tasawwuf, ye tera bayaan 'Ghalib'!
this mysticism, these statements of yours Ghalib
tujhe ham walee samajhate, jo na baada_khwaar hota
you would be a saint, if only you were not inebriated





This is my personal favorite Ghazal. "muddat hui hai yaar ko mehmaaN kiyay huay" "shauq har rang raqeeb-e-sar o saamaaN nikla" is quite good.some other worth to remember are "naavak andaaz jidhar deeda-e-jaanaaN hoN gay", "maiN nazar say pi raha hooN, ye samaaN badal na jaaey", "dil meiN is tarah say bhoolay huay gham aatay haiN".



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Monday, January 15, 2007




So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.



Wish you were here - Pink Floyd





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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

na maangooN heeray moti,

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a..... says:

who cares!
a..... says:
us ko batao what you think...then let him decide
a..... says:
it is matter of life time
a..... says:
zindagi kharab karnay say acha hai kuch logon ki nazar mai buray ban jao
- says:
exactly!
a..... says:
cuz jab zindagi kharab hoti hai tab yeh log ap ki help karnay nahi atay


na maangooN heeray moti,
naa maangooN bangla gaaRi,
yeh meray kis kaam kay?
i dont know why. what will tomorrow bring?
i have remaining,
and how ambitious my dreams,
i wonder where i'll end up in end.
what waits around the next bend?





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Monday, January 08, 2007




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Saturday, December 30, 2006



This year it seems that time has flown by quicker than its usual pace.
It seems in the span of a year, so many anomalies have occurred which -in turn- redefined the world, the space we live in.



I pray that Allah grant patience to the mother who lost her son to a fire,
for the sister whose brother was mercilessly murdered without reason,
to the father whose son drowned in front of his friends.

I pray that Allah grant peace to the mother who departed in an accident,
leaving her four little children to cope with the vast emptiness she left behind.

I pray that Allah grant hope to the woman who left her abusive husband with her two-year old child,to cope in this cruel world with no one to turn to.

I pray for the little girls who are sold by their fathers for money he must use to feed his hungry children.

I pray for peace in places where nothing but gun shots have ever resonated.
I pray for security in a place which has no boundaries.

I pray for the safety of the men who fight for their country,
against men who fight for their religion.

I pray that every child has a moment to smile,
a day to remember,
before he dies,
as a fond memory.

I pray that no mother is ever shamed in front of her family,
leaving her hopeless,
humiliated.

I pray that no girl is condemned to a life time of prevarication for a mistake she once made as a child.

I pray that the bombastic tyrants which rule parts of this world are stripped of their integrity and pride, revealing the truth.

I pray that our dreams become our children’s realities.

I pray for the unity of Ummah.

I pray for peace, and love and happiness.

May the message of Islam brings terror into the hearts of the Kafireen, Munafiqeen, wal Murtadeen.And it brings tears of happiness to the eyes of the Mu’mineen fe kulli makaan.

Allahumma a’Izzal Islama wal Muslimeen. Wa Adhilashirka wal Mushrikeen! Allahumma makeele deenik! Allahumma ‘arish Shari’ahatak! Allahummah a’Izzah kitaabak. Allahumma Maftahli ‘Ibaadakal Mu’mineen Fathun Mubeena! Allahumman Surhum Nasrun Mu azzara! Allahumman Surhum fe Afghanistan! Allahumman Surhum fil ‘Iraq! Allahumman Surhum fe Filistine! Allahumman Surhum fe Sheeshan! Allahumman Surhum fe Somaal! Allahumman Surhum fe Al Jazaaer! Allahummansur Mujahideena fe kulli makaan! Allahummansur Mujahideena fe kulli makaan! Allahummansur Mujahideena fe kulli makaan! Allahummar hum haalahum! Allahummar hum Da’faahum! Allahummar hum Faqrahum! Allahumma yadha Jalaali wal Ikraam! Ameen Ya Rabbal ‘Alameen!

And to Allah belongs everything and all matters return back to Him alone.

Have a nice day.
Eid Mubarik and A Happy New Year!







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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Hum key tehrey ajnabi







ham ke Thehre ajnabi itni mulaaqaatoN ke baad

phir baneiN ge aashna kitni madaaraatoN ke baad

kab nazar meiN aaye gi be daaGh sabze ki bahaar
khoon ke dhabe dhuleiN ge kitni barsaatoN ke baad

the bahut bedard lamhe khat’m-e-dard-e-ishq ke
theiN bahut bemeh’r subheiN meh’rbaaN raatoN ke baad

dil to chaaha par shikast-e-dil ne moh’lat hi na di
kuchh gile shikwe bhi kar lete manaajaatoN ke baad

un se jo kehne gaye the “Faiz” jaaN sadqe kiye
an kahi hi reh gayi woh baat sab baatoN ke baad



Agha Shahid Ali’s Translation:

After those many encounters, that easy intimacy,
. we are strangers now –
After how many meetings will we be that close again?

When will we again see a spring of unstained green?
After how many monsoons will the blood be washed
. from the branches?

So relentless was the end of love, so heartless –
After the nights of tenderness, the dawns were pitiless,
. so pitiless.

And so crushed was the heart that though it wished
. it found no chance –
after the entreaties, after the despair — for us to
. quarrel once again as old friends.

Faiz, what you’d gone to say, ready to offer everything,
. even your life –
those healing words remained unspoken after all else had
. been said.

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hiteho

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Sunday, December 17, 2006





Tumhe inn mausamon kee kaya khabar miltee aggar hum bhee

Ghuttan kay khauf say aab-o-Hawa tabdeel kar laitay

Tumahari tarhay jeenay kaa hunnar aataa aggar hum ko

Makaan apnaa wohee rakhtay pataa tabdeel kar laitay






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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Dil hi to hai naa sang-o-khist
Dard se bhar naa aye kyun
Royein gey hum hazaar baar
Koi humme sataaye kyun….

Dair nahi, haram nahi
Dar nahi, Aastaan nahi
Bethein hain raah-guzar pe hum
Ghair humme uthaaye kyun….

Qaid-e-hayyaat-o-band-e-ghum
Asal mein dono aik hain
Maut se pehlay aadmi,
Ghum se nijaat paaye kyun…

Haan woh nahi khuda parast
Jao woh bewafa sahi
Jisko ho deen-o-dil azeez
Uski gali mein jayein kyun…

-Ghalib





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Wednesday, December 06, 2006











Today is a good day.
Even if it's not, I just feel like saying that.

Anyways, piccies updated!





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Wednesday, November 29, 2006


your blood
still drips between my fingers
where it had pooled in my hands
its red and bright and clean

i soaked up your life
in a small space
and surrendered my dreams instead
you wanted it that way


slumped in this deep black hole
where light, love, blood
just seeps in to tease
i see that its all a game, and everyone wants to win

as my life flows out of me
and lies in a pool at my feet
i can hear ur mocking laughter
and i am glad. atleast i amused u.




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how did you learn

whats right and wrong

how do you see
when and where to let it be

how do u know
when to let go

how do you decide
when to stay and fight.....






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2 hours cookbook at 12:43:00 PM

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Thursday, November 23, 2006


Last christmas I gave you my heart,
but the very next day,
You give it away~
This time ,
I`ll give it to someone special!!





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2 hours cookbook at 1:39:00 PM

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Blue Snow







When the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case
I could offer a warm embrace
to make you feel my love
When evening shadows and the stars appear
and there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
but I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
no doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
Oh there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret
the winds of change are blowing wild and free
you ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
nothing that I wouldn't do
go to the ends of the earth for you
to make you feel my love

dylan - sometime





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2 hours cookbook at 1:33:00 AM

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Monday, November 20, 2006

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Oh, I didn't mean to yell

But sometimes I get beside myself
And oh, I didn't mean to rush you
But time keeps pushing so much
Oh, time keeps pushing so much
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, If I didn't give it all
When I stood you made me crawl
And oh, if you never heard the song
Then I could still hide down behind the wall
Then I could still hide down behind the wall
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Said eyes, those eyes
I said don't steal my freedom
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, my freedom
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, my freedom
Said eyes, those eyes
Said eyes, those eyes
I said don't steal my freedom



To Whom It May Concern, Creed




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2 hours cookbook at 11:05:00 PM

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Mujhse bichar ke khush rehte ho

meri tarah tum bhi jhoote ho..











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2 hours cookbook at 10:31:00 PM

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Saturday, November 18, 2006





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Lately I have begun to notice how often

I do not think of you.
You don't speak to me anymore.
I wonder if I have gone clear
or have you finally released me?
I sleep to finish the dreams
others were woken up from. It is funny,
this insight into strange minds. So many stories.
Knowing how curious you are, I'll tell you.
Someone in Alaska
stands by the window, overlooking
moonlit trees the storm
has bowed with snow.
In his dreams, he speaks to me
of the necessity for darkness. His mind
folded in a tin-foil, floating in wine, speaks
in foreign tongues.
I wish to comprehend him before
the solstice turns, leaving
the sun behind for six months.
Another girl from Peru: she rarely speaks.
Her fingers keep turning a nickel round
and around through the night. I am afraid
of her breaking this silence.







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2 hours cookbook at 2:39:00 AM

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I found this cool new website where you can check who you look alike. It scans your pic, it's really amazing.


I do think I look a little bit like some of them.though i think all of them are gorgeous:P






Try it yourself at www.myheritage.com

2 hours cookbook at 2:16:00 AM

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Friday, November 17, 2006







Shush, do not speak yet,

do not judge for I care
not for your words, or how
you understand mine.

I have known love and evil;
what I am really looking for
is the wait - the long,
long wait before the final fall.
I don't want you to argue
with this metaphor.









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2 hours cookbook at 3:54:00 AM

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Monday, November 13, 2006






All my longings
All the songs of my heart
My roving eyes
And trembling hands
Seek you among the multitudes
That unwantedly sorround
Sequestring away all that i want

Your starry eyes
Haunt every night of mine
And your teasing glance
Lures me to you
Like a mirage in the desert
To the parched lips
I try to run
But return to you

How much i want
To see your dreams
And to hear
Every heartbeat of yours
To lose my self
and then search for my way
betwixt the midnight of your hair

I want to drown
In those bottomless eyes
And drink from the inebriant soul
Play upon the frown
That comes with your sighs
And caresses to make me whole

I am filled with ire
jittered and jaded away
sinking in mire
for you i wait this way
Bordering on desire
are my instincts now...
sans you i'll die
another day!










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2 hours cookbook at 10:07:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Wouldnt you miss me???

I make friends easily.Almost all kinds of friends but specially the ones whom you love and you know they love you.not just being kind and keeping in touch, not the ones who will go away after few months.


You've been on my mind.
A vague grey-ish blue.
Now that you've crossed the gates
Can you come back and tell me,
Where do clouds go when they evaporate?

I think there are terrapins, faeries, & gnomes.

Were there little people to welcome you,
Or monsters and dwarfs and men?
Is it all strange and new,
Or is there a sense of deja vu?

Is life coming back to you?

Did you meet her there?
Did she recognise and greet you?
Stones in her wet pockets,
Lest she fly away.
Like a frail black cloud, on a rainy day.

Where you still stoned? You know, I was always frightened ...

Do you miss here? Its raining.
Is it nice there, or were you scared?
Or are you still laughing, Madcap?
Paint me a picture, frame it in a silver song,
And slide it down a rainbow

Or keep it by the Gates, above the Wall;
guess you've broken through them now.

Wouldnt you miss me???

The only thing i cant take is betraying (how hard it is to forgive as it is to define).though, with time, you learn to forgive almost anything, because you learn how hard love is to come by, and whole. you learn how rare goodness is, and complete. you take it as you find it, fragmented, distorted and all. all for the love.

its sad.
it leaves you thinking,
after everything we have been through,
after everything i have done for you,
this is what it came to?
this is what you could think of me?
it hurts ... but what the heck, we survive!

The best friends are too much a part of you, to turn away from, in anger or hurt or frustrated expectations. The gap they leave never fills up.
Sometimes even by trying hard to build the bridges things dont go the way they should.
Sometimes throwing away the ego and pride wounded doesnt helps.
and even if they are back..you miss the comfort of the familiar, you miss the utter ease of communication, where what you meant, is always known or understood.
Is it too late??
Or does the welcome really never end?
Am I really looking for you, or traces of the me I used to be?


Make friends but dont make them so hard, that when they shrug, your world crumbles. love your friends, but dont cut up pieces of ur heart and give them wrapped presents. it hurts when it hurts, badly.Make friends, but keep your 'self'. Make friends, but dont give them ur whole heart. Make friends, but don't let them break you, dont let them near enough....







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2 hours cookbook at 2:13:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006



Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more!!!













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2 hours cookbook at 1:15:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

From me with Love!


I just want to wish all my Muslim friends and family a very happy and meaningful Eid Mubarak. I sincerely ask for your kind forgiveness should I ever offend any of you in any way. I'm praying for peace and tolerance in the world, and I hope you would, too.Eid Mubarak to all of you, may we spend next Eid in a happier world free of wars and terrorism.May you Enjoy the God's Blessings on this day and through out the Year to come !!!

Happy EID mubarik, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

2 hours cookbook at 2:11:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006












Aay Khuda! Gawah Rehna~!!












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2 hours cookbook at 9:05:00 AM

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Friday, October 13, 2006






What do ya do when..

You wish all you are not supposed to wish,
you think all you are not supposed to think,
you do all you are NOT supposed to do,
you don`t do what you are supposed to do....






2 hours cookbook at 11:10:00 AM

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