Sunday, October 30, 2005
So...how long do you think I'll last here?!!!!
I've been so tired lately.It's crazy annoying.
I'll go to sleep at 3:30/4:30 one night because I can't sleep and the next I can't stay awake. ohh...
At least I don't look that tired and stuff because that would just s**K!!!hmmmm
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The Messenger of Allah (pbuh) said,
"And know that if the nations were to gather together to benefit you withanything, they would not benefit you except with what Allah had alreadyprescribed for you. And if they were to gather together to harm you withanything, they would not harm you except with what Allah had already prescribedagainst you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried." [Reported by at-Tirmidhi]
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May Allah bless you this Eid
and
make it a day you will fondly remember!
2 hours cookbook at 12:06:00 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
~wEEkEendzz~
uhhhh...weekenndzz...juss aboutt frm the last monthh ma weekendzz rrr juss ..ohhh...nott busyyy butt LAZY.... What do I do during a super duper lazy weekend?!I slept till my mama scolded me and woke me up..haha!!
Nothing new..it happens on most Saturday mornings.
hehhe...butt...i wakee upp as ssoon ass maa mom sayss...*gechh upp*...whilee ma sis. iss still sleepinn...n whenn i see herr sleepinn ...i tryy too sleep again..lolz....nn but...afterr all i cantt evenn keeep on sleepinn all thee dayy likee herr....ohh..thatss impossiblee....frm 12 to 12..ooouuuHh..haha...neverr...anywayy....
okk...backk to the weekendd.....n thennn me havee nothinn to doo...assignmentss..homeworkkzz alreadyy finishedd onn fridayy... umm examm preparationn...ummm not yett...actually havee donee itt alreadyy..heheh..onlyy too revisee...for ma exammz beinng on 1,2, n 3....ohhh...butt i knoww it wontt bee a simplee revisionn...heheh....nothinn changgin...lolz...anywayzz i am happyy thatt itt isntt on EID dayy..yeheyyehh..hehe..
okiess..backk to thee topicc..againn...heh...weekendzz...soo i call onn frdzz....umm...usually i spendd ma weekendzz withh familyy ass thee wholeee week iss outt...butt whenn dad is evenn busyy n no shoppinn planss...thenn maa cell phonee....heheh...talk talk n talkk...ohh...thoughh aintt thaaaat talkativee....i doonno whyy ppll call meee.....like:::
me:もしもし
caller:もしもし
me: おｈｈｈ！！元気？！！
caller: うん！まあ～元気かな～！
me:で～！！（i knoww thiss is somewatt rudeee....i alwayzz askk themm....
caller:うん！相談に乗れそうと思って～！！(oohh..onegaii....donnn donnn...chooosee meee...uaaahhh...)
me:何？どうしたの～！
caller:nn startss ...whichh neverr endss....uff...hehe....
nn alll theeirr probl. rr juss aboutt theirr affairrz,,..n stuff....ohhh coommeonn talkk someethinn elsee.......ohh godd..... Dont ask me to chill people..haha!! Coz that's what I have been trying to do for what seems like ages. Sometimes I succeed. Sometimes I dont..... And UNfortunately, uhhn.....maselff wanttoo chill....ohhh....anywayzz...ass forr frdzz i donn vee tooo manyy....thoughh mostlyy all(nn yeaa...i meannn allll..heheh...isntt thattt somethinn.umm.hheh) thee studentt givee a smilee whilee passinn byy...butt still... .but I suppose I'm the type who will only have a few friends.....(lemme countt...whenn im in thee trainn...4 frdzz..we meett att onee stationn untill thee nextt onee..thatss boutt forr juss 21min.. yeaa....thenn....whilee cominn outt off the stationn...catchh a bicyclee...nn find 3 frdzzz waitinn forr mee at thee cyclee standd....takinn 15 to goo to collegee....ohh..okkk...nn thenn startss morninn activitiess...umm theree rr totall...18 studentss...nn wee 4 seniors...thatss 4 frdz..heheh...okkk thenn itss 8 o clockkk thee teacherzz meetinn too startt...heree comeezz ma classmatess n frdz...heheh...maa frdzz rr there...nn we makee a groupp ovv 4...hehheh...n durinn luchh ...iff free...theree aree aboutt 9 studentss in ourr roww....college endd...activitiess againnn..ohhh...thee samee studenttss i mett att thee earlyy morninn...ohhh..STOP!!hehe..itss borinn i knoww...i knoww//.....)
but these friends are my closest. I dont have alot of friends..but all that matters is I have true friends. That makes a whole lot of difference......
ohhh...the activitiess..kill mee...nn speaciallyyy in ramadann....imm almostt deadd att 10...ohhhuu...
n watt the hell activitiess rr...itss a differentt storiii...........
n yeaa
ramadann endinn....nnn tommorroww suppose too bb the nightt ovv powerr(layilatul qaddr)...n i alreadyy gott a bigg lecturee frmmm ma sweet mama...itss likee :::For every farz duty, you get 70 times more sawaab then ur meant to...hmmm... And every nafl (extra stuff) u do, u get the amount u shouldve gotten for farz. ....So don’t waste ur time! Get up and start doing something USEFUL.....hopee urr lifee will changee.....n soo onnn... (sounds like an ad) ..ooppss..sorryy
n thenn ill sayy..
me:haaaann..pata heii...
mom:acha...pata thaa...(lolz..shee was kiddinn hehe)
me:or nai to kyaa...haha...
mom:abb jo bhi bataoo..pata heyy....
ohhhoo...anywayzz....i triedd to searchh on itt...
Ibn Umar (Allah be pleased with them) reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: Seek it (Lailat-ul-Qadr) in the last (ten nights). If one among you shows slackness and weakness (in the earlier part of Ramadan), it should not be allowed to prevail upon him in the last week."
ten day...juss feww leftt..ooOoO.....
Bismillah ArRahman ArRaheem
In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
1 Inna anzalnahu fi laylatil qadr
We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the Night of Power:
2 Wa ma adraka ma laylatul qadr
And what will explain to thee what the night of power is?
3 Laylatul qadr khairun min alf shahr
The Night of Power is better than a thousand months.
4 Tanazul almala'ikatu wa arruhu fiha bi'ithni rabihim min kulla amr
Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by God's permission, on every errand:
5 Salamun hiya hatta matla' alfajr
Peace!...This until the rise of morn!
Sadaq Allah AlAdheem
In other words, if we have not done what we wanted to in Ramadan so far... now is really the time to get going. Hope everyone is getting the most out of these last precious days and nights of Ramadan.
May Allah accept our efforts andd our good deeds and guide us all to get the blessings and reward of Lailat Al-Qadr n the month of Ramadan. Ameen.
2 hours cookbook at 10:52:00 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
seriouslyy...i knoww u ve betterr thingzz to do thann readinn thiss...
hectic weeks have ended..umm..but justt forr a lil....yeaa...lil. timee.......hhmmmm....i hope no one askks mee wat wass i acctually doin....got holiz. for a few dayz...n noww wat i wanna do iss sLEEp.sLEEp.n.sLeeP.....as the last more than twO weekss....havee gonee justt likee neverR sleeeppt....(its justt i feel thatt wayy....okk..) wanna know whyy....get upp at 3:30 for sehri n never sleepp....haaaaaan...was leavinn homee at 6:30s n sometimeez even 5:30.....(isnt thatt too earlyy orr just im feelin that wayy)....takess me 30min to ma destinationn...n so ve to B theree at 6:00 or sometimezz 7:oo......hheee....activitiess rr becominn harderr n.....as alwayzz wantedd to do well...frm studiess to debatess to sports to songs.....hehhe...yeaa....n the pressuree aroundd.....(is it theree reallyy...i donno...butt still i feell)..yeaa...everyonee aroundd me thinkss that me is too smartt...evenn ma teacherzz...n justt 3 dayzz b4 ma principal wass sayinn soo....why is thattt.....i donno whyy...vee i everr donee anythinn thattt greatt....(for parents...umm...mayb i doo all thinngz mostly on timee n donee elegantlyy...heheh...)(for teacherz +principal..wheneverr theyy see mee theyy talkk aboutt the pakistani dancee...i leaded ma class in the 1st yr....n nextt winnin the all japan speech contestt{wheree i gott maa lovelyy lappy n ma facee on newpaperss....n that week whereverr ma dad wentt even for hiss own business orr wateverr hee wass alwayss showedd thatt pic...lolz...that was just surprisinn forr mee too...whenn ma neighborss came uppto mee n givinn mee the newpaper n congratinn me.....ohh...yeaa...that was reallly somethinnn to bb surprisedd off...heheh...}...n the lastt gott the prize of excellencee for the all japan essay contestt....lolz..the newpaperr storyy startedd once againn...hehhe...anywayy...)...+donn daree to thinnkk...thiss isntt juss a boastfull talkk.....okk back to where i was....(for ma frdz...umm...atleastt watever theyy askk mee i knoww mostt ovit...sooo mostt ov themm approachh mee forr theirr everydayy probl....ohh godd...theyy donnoo thatt evenn ma probl. neverr endd...n everyotherr dayy a tensionn surroundss mee....hhhuuu....umm....)
anywayzz...wateverr...i knoww tommorroww i wanna sleepp n sleeeppp...heheh..atleastt happyy for that...nn im justt too tiredd to goo onnn....so will stopp heree b44 i startt makinnn u all borrr..
for noww..hereezz a poemm....hopee itss good...
There are times in life,
where yesterday past too soon,
that you never knew it came,
did you stop to look?
There are times in life,
where the song finished too soon,
that you never heard its chorus
did you stop to listen?
There are times in life,
where you just let go too fast,
that you never knew you held it,
did you stop to ponder?
There are times in life,
where the show ended too soon,
That you never saw the climax,
did you ever stop to watch?
There are times in life,
where you knew would never repeat,
but you knew you never wanted it to end,
did you ever stop it?
The song plays its tunes,
but we keep on walking,
keep on running,
never pausing a step,
never pausing a beat,
until its is over
We tried so hard to find,
the pieces we ourselves hide,
yet we never knew,
the real tune to the song,
we so dearly want to hear,
we so badly want to dancewhy?
we seek for love,
we despise hate,
yet we repell love,
we appeal hate,
is this the cause to run?
What more can we offer,
when we ourselvs don't know,
don't know why we do not stop,
why we run.
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自分を強く見せたり、
どうして僕らはこんなに、
息苦しい生き方を選ぶの？
見上げた何もない空
答えなどどこにもない、
だれも教えてくれない。。。
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2 hours cookbook at 8:46:00 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
As the blessed month is passing quickly, what have you gained?If you feel you have scored a high mark for the past days, congrats! You can still do more to draw closer to God
Hmm...it seems you haven't done much… Don't worry you still have chance… In the remaining days of blessings, try to make up for the past. Come on, it's Ramadan, a month of mercy, forgiveness and redemption from Hell................(hhmmm...i knoww this is for mee..hhhh)
まあ～がんばるから！！がんばりたいけど。。。いろいろ用事が今月ありすぎて大変なことになちゃってま～す。（それしかいいえないんだもんな！！）。。。
2 hours cookbook at 2:59:00 PM
Thee sKy was screaminG~
yeaa...yesterdayy nightt was doin some work on ma deskk n theirr was an earthquAke...oooppss...watss happenin...every other dayy itzz there....seems likee am sittinn in a boatt whichh is movin by the waves....noww i mm quitee used to itt....scaredd thoughh......can almost guess the magnitudee atleastt by 5.0 mag. ....yesterdayz was this weeks 3rd quake....ooooHh....n todayy just b4 sehrii at 3:00 am....yeaa heavyy rain,wind,n it was thunderinn ...ooohh...it was horriblee....n yeaa.. it was really horrifyinn.....hmmm....justt as the skyy whichh usess to bb clear n beautifull bluee...was screaminn at nightt......------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
びっくり「僕が当選？」 「タイゾウが衆院議員になった！」
１２日未明、比例南関東ブロックの自民名簿３５位の杉村太蔵氏（２６）＝東京都港区＝が当選する
と、一緒に戦ってきた長崎幸太郎氏の事務所は歓声に包まれた。党最年少での当選だった。
杉村氏は北海道出身。９７年の国体のテニスで優勝経験がある証券会社社員。自民党の公認候補の全国公募に通り、立候補した。
祖父が韮崎市の出身。党本部の指示もあり、山梨で長崎氏の選挙を手伝った。事務所で茶を出したり、ごみを片づけたり。「下働き」をする傍ら、メガホンを片手に街頭で郵政民営化などを訴え、「一応、僕も候補者なんです」と頭を下げた。
「僕、本当に当選ですよね？」。周囲に何度も確認したが、笑われるばかり。 北海道の両親に電話で「衆院議員になった」 と連絡したが、 事態が伝わる前に切られた。
２人の弟は既に寝ており、連絡がつかなかった。
焼き肉店での打ち上げでは「先生、酒」 「皿持ってきて」と使われた。 当選の実感がわかず、何度も首をかしげた。それでも「古い政治を変えていきたい」と決意を述べる目は真剣だった。
今後は、山梨県連に所属し、富士河口湖町に構える長崎氏の事務所に入る予定という。
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2 hours cookbook at 2:33:00 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.2 hours cookbook at 4:16:00 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
alright.............., heres the "quote"nn actualli itss ... all linked.i'll write it all in english:
Strive as much for this life as necessary
Strive as much for the after-life as it demands
Strive as much of pleasure of Allah as you need it
Sin as much as you have the strength to endure its punishment
Beg only from him who is indigent
Disobey Allah only when you can hide from Him
Allah is everywhere
And guess what? 100,000 ppl have passed away in the earthquake! ! sheesh.
it's really really very very sad...may Allah Bless all the quake victims.
will postt thee informationn on fund relieff goinn aroundd japann....well..lll...mosst of the groceries,shoppin mallz n even onn stationn onee mayy findd a bigg charityy box....but whilee puttinn somee frmm ma pockett.... a glancee in the boxx makess me sad...umm..yeaa veryy sadd when i seee itt full ov justt 1 yennz.....watt can i sayy ....thesee ppl will usee 100 thousanddz in a dayy juss for the brandedd stuff....orr eatt outt forr the sakee of their stomachh in an expensive frenchh restaurantt..but....hmmm...okk leavee itt.....
May Allah have mercy on the brothers and sisters who lost their lives. May He give the survivors sabr and Iman to get through it and stay strong. Ameeeen.
Subhan Allah, His power and might is infinite. Qaddara Allah wa ma sha'a fa'al.
Allahu akbar, La Ilaha Ila Allah.
Alhamdu Lillah for everything we have.
There are people today who have lost their families, homes...... everything, it's in times like these that we are reminded how much we take for granted in our lives.
Alhamdu Lillah Rab Al Aalameen.
all i can sayy is.....please keep praying for the Pakistan earthquake victims and all our suffering brothers and sisters all over the world.
And Allah is The Most Gracious, Most Merciful....byee for now...
2 hours cookbook at 7:45:00 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
EQ...ummmm
okay, this is getting pretty scary now.whats going on around here? first, there was the tsunami, then, hurricane katrina, and the hurricane rita and now this earthquake in pakistan.
this is honestly starting to freak me out!! is this a sign?!ahh!!no..noo..nooo... okay, before i start screaming my head off better get to prepare for iftari.
Will update a tagged thingamajig later....yea... later!
for noww heree a nicee poemm.....go onn~
Listen with ur heart....
WHEN I'M HURTING
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.
If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
And so I hurt alone~.
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2 hours cookbook at 7:50:00 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
Brother Beat!!!
やっと、今日の日を楽しみにしてましたぁぁぁ(＞＜)
「ブラザー★ビート」とても面白いドラマが久々TBS系列で始まりましたねぇ！！↑
ホノボノしたホームドラマって今までなかったじゃないですかぁ！？
見てても全然途中でチャンネル変えることなく、最後まで楽しく見てました！！
田中美佐子さんの久々のドラマ出演、母親役最高です！！
自分の母親がこんな感じだったら楽しいだろうなぁって思っちゃいました
（＾＾；兄弟役の玉鉄、もこみちくん、明慶くんも最高の兄弟ですよねぇ。っていうか、こんな３兄弟が近くにいたらもうスゴイことですぅ！ありえない兄弟ですけどぉぉぉ（＾＾；、、「Ｂ★Ｂ」の兄弟のような感じだなぁって思いました。
これから、木曜22：00が楽しみでスゥゥゥ♪皆さんも是非、見てください！心が癒されますよぉ！！！一番上の画像は一番ラルがドラマみて心が癒されたシーンだよぉ
★「Ｂ★Ｂ」ＳＩＴＥ：http://www.tbs.co.jp/brotherbeat/
2 hours cookbook at 6:39:00 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
杉村大蔵ってすご～い！！！
新しい政治家タイプかもいよいよ国会が始まった。
あの大量当選を果たした自民党の新人議員のコメントが毎日、同じような顔ぶれて各テレビ局のニュースで伝わってくる。
自民党に公募制があったとは、知らなかった。政治に興味があってもその世界に入るには地縁、血縁が大事とされる。この公募制の大きな値打ちはそんなものがなくても、議員になれる可能性保障している。
杉村太蔵。ブログは http://sugimurataizo.net .
26歳。外資系証券マンの契約社員だった。
たまたま、自民党のＨＰをみて公募を知った。その〆切の日に郵政民営化他の感想を書いて送った。
すぐ自民党本部から面接の連絡があった。
数回の面接を経て、合格。選挙戦へ参加する事になった。最初は選挙区という話だったらしい。が、南関東地区の比例で、立候補した。もとより地縁血縁はない。
生活に関する不安もあったというが、会社が全面協力をした.彼は有給を使って、選挙戦を戦ったのだ。
11日の投票日で当選決定。13日には、退職をした。
普通の男の子である。（管理人の年齢からしてこの手は男の子といわしていただく。）
料亭で食事が出来るとか、グリーン車に乗れるとか～～給料が2500万円だとか・・・ストレートに喜んでいる。
かなりおしゃべりで明るい男の子である。すれてない。好感度はいい。
しかし、武部幹事長が・・・・
べらべらしゃべるなと、お灸をすえたという。そのお気持ちもわからないものでもない。
自分のことを「小泉チルドレン」と言うが、それはマスコミがつけたことばであって自称には使わないのではないかと、疑問に思った。
それ以上に、君・・・・「武部チルドレン」ではいかが？？と、突っ込みたくなった。
20日に国会に乗りつけた車がレンタカーでありエコカーであり、ついでにドラバーは友人ぽいとことであるなど庶民的であるし、国会議員としてエコカーはあるべき姿と、テレビキャスターの受けはいい。
後日談で、ＢＭＷを購入して自らが運転するという計画をしていたらしいが、日本の公人なのだから～～国産車でお願いしたい。
ここでも武部幹事長から、議員が自分で運転するものではないと、注意されたという。
森嘉朗元首相が、森派の会合で、舞い上がっていると国民に非難されると、無派閥の新人議員を非難した。
右も左もわからないが、とにかく政治家になりたいと志した新人議員である。彼らの活躍で自分も議員になりたい、公募したいと思う人が増えてどんどん政治家への道が開かれていけば、もっと日本は変わるのではと、期待したい。
2 hours cookbook at 12:27:00 AM
２０歳を迎える私！！
３０日、無事２０歳を迎える事が出来ました！どうも、こんにちは。お元気ですか？
無事２０歳を迎える事が出来ました！！
もぅ感動しまくりのバースデーで、ずーっと嬉し涙が止まりませんでした。
感謝のキモチでいっぱいです。
私の事を生んでくれた、苦しい思いをいっぱいして生んでくれたお母さん。
そして家族、友達 もぅホントにありがとうございます。
バースデープレゼントで、友達そして家族から色んなかわいいものを頂きました。
これからもどんな時も笑顔を忘れずにどんな事にも一生懸命に
頑張り続けたいと思っています。
いつもありがとうございます。
2 hours cookbook at 12:02:00 AM
