Monday, October 24, 2005
seriouslyy...i knoww u ve betterr thingzz to do thann readinn thiss...
hectic weeks have ended..umm..but justt forr a lil....yeaa...lil. timee.......hhmmmm....i hope no one askks mee wat wass i acctually doin....got holiz. for a few dayz...n noww wat i wanna do iss sLEEp.sLEEp.n.sLeeP.....as the last more than twO weekss....havee gonee justt likee neverR sleeeppt....(its justt i feel thatt wayy....okk..) wanna know whyy....get upp at 3:30 for sehri n never sleepp....haaaaaan...was leavinn homee at 6:30s n sometimeez even 5:30.....(isnt thatt too earlyy orr just im feelin that wayy)....takess me 30min to ma destinationn...n so ve to B theree at 6:00 or sometimezz 7:oo......hheee....activitiess rr becominn harderr n.....as alwayzz wantedd to do well...frm studiess to debatess to sports to songs.....hehhe...yeaa....n the pressuree aroundd.....(is it theree reallyy...i donno...butt still i feell)..yeaa...everyonee aroundd me thinkss that me is too smartt...evenn ma teacherzz...n justt 3 dayzz b4 ma principal wass sayinn soo....why is thattt.....i donno whyy...vee i everr donee anythinn thattt greatt....(for parents...umm...mayb i doo all thinngz mostly on timee n donee elegantlyy...heheh...)(for teacherz +principal..wheneverr theyy see mee theyy talkk aboutt the pakistani dancee...i leaded ma class in the 1st yr....n nextt winnin the all japan speech contestt{wheree i gott maa lovelyy lappy n ma facee on newpaperss....n that week whereverr ma dad wentt even for hiss own business orr wateverr hee wass alwayss showedd thatt pic...lolz...that was just surprisinn forr mee too...whenn ma neighborss came uppto mee n givinn mee the newpaper n congratinn me.....ohh...yeaa...that was reallly somethinnn to bb surprisedd off...heheh...}...n the lastt gott the prize of excellencee for the all japan essay contestt....lolz..the newpaperr storyy startedd once againn...hehhe...anywayy...)...+donn daree to thinnkk...thiss isntt juss a boastfull talkk.....okk back to where i was....(for ma frdz...umm...atleastt watever theyy askk mee i knoww mostt ovit...sooo mostt ov themm approachh mee forr theirr everydayy probl....ohh godd...theyy donnoo thatt evenn ma probl. neverr endd...n everyotherr dayy a tensionn surroundss mee....hhhuuu....umm....)
anywayzz...wateverr...i knoww tommorroww i wanna sleepp n sleeeppp...heheh..atleastt happyy for that...nn im justt too tiredd to goo onnn....so will stopp heree b44 i startt makinnn u all borrr..
for noww..hereezz a poemm....hopee itss good...
There are times in life,
where yesterday past too soon,
that you never knew it came,
did you stop to look?
There are times in life,
where the song finished too soon,
that you never heard its chorus
did you stop to listen?
There are times in life,
where you just let go too fast,
that you never knew you held it,
did you stop to ponder?
There are times in life,
where the show ended too soon,
That you never saw the climax,
did you ever stop to watch?
There are times in life,
where you knew would never repeat,
but you knew you never wanted it to end,
did you ever stop it?
The song plays its tunes,
but we keep on walking,
keep on running,
never pausing a step,
never pausing a beat,
until its is over
We tried so hard to find,
the pieces we ourselves hide,
yet we never knew,
the real tune to the song,
we so dearly want to hear,
we so badly want to dancewhy?
we seek for love,
we despise hate,
yet we repell love,
we appeal hate,
is this the cause to run?
What more can we offer,
when we ourselvs don't know,
don't know why we do not stop,
why we run.
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自分を強く見せたり、
どうして僕らはこんなに、
息苦しい生き方を選ぶの？
見上げた何もない空
答えなどどこにもない、
だれも教えてくれない。。。
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2 hours cookbook at 8:46:00 PM
4 TidBitS
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at October 25, 2005 12:37 AM
said... heii...i knoww i knoww u rr smart as alwayzz,i remember your paintinds as well.mention themm too.see ya soon n nice blog.
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at October 25, 2005 12:39 AM
2 hours cookbook said... ohh...ma paintingg..lolz...donn..they were neverr good..heheh...just 3,4 prizez n nothinn moree...but u know 5yrzz beverr even havee picked upp the paintin brushh...
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at October 28, 2005 9:22 PM
Saad said...
Umm you never told me about this side of yours. Neither you ever mentioned that you actually got into an all Japan debate competition. That is some achievement... Hats off to ju gal....Awesome!
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at October 28, 2005 9:35 PM
2 hours cookbook said...
puranii baat haii...lolz
