Sunday, December 11, 2005
~i wannt space~
I want space,I want time,
time to breathe,
time to think,
time to understand.
butt..... i cant..i just cant.
no matter how hard i try. its simply nooo use.
i want to b free,free from all the muddle of this entangled,confused and complicated world.
I want to be free from all sorrows,the grief and the fears.
Life is sooo unpredictable,so fragile...i wishh thingss were differentt forr mee.
learning from our mistakes is thee key to improving ourselves.butt i alwayz movedd with positive thinking,positive actions and positive learning.i dont find any of my past mistakes from whichh i can learn.
Inner satisfaction,ultimately provides happiness,but the problem is satisfaction.
i wishh all this was just a horrible dream.still my heart insists on continuing this struggle until the truth prevails and reality overcomes this hideous dream,or death takes away into its own realm of eternal truth and immorality.....
i donno watt i amm writing...wat i amm thinkinn....hmm..
sometimes the experience of seeing and hearing is simply unbearable and unacceptable.I want to run away fromm this mess....
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~Dark eyes~
Stuck in a haze
Those eyes…
Those dark eyes…
Dark, deep eyes…
Where resided many stories…
That once shimmered with hope…
Looking into those eyes…
Those eyes…
Those dark eyes…
Blinked with blush…
And gave him her all…
Her soul…
unleashed…
Her body…
free…
Her eyes…
Those eyes…
Those dark eyes…
That wait now…
shimmering with tears…
For the same touch…
The same words…
The long to relive the same moments…
The anguish that floats in them…
The agony that they hold…
Those eyes…
Those dark eyes…
Stories still linger…
Incomplete…
untitled…
In them…
in those eyes…
Many fears reside in them…
Of reliving the same agony…
Those eyes…
Those dark eyes…
Why do I see only darkness in them now?
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2 hours cookbook at 9:47:00 PM
1 TidBitS
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at December 13, 2005 9:02 PM
said... That was nice reading ur blog first time
